oh my... havn't blogged in AGES.... i hate being so busy... *sigh* wish i had more time on my hands... but itz all good.. God's still shining thru all the hectic-ness... mmm.. where to begin? its been like a week since i last blogged? something like that... but in a week so much has happened!!! wow... i guess itz now time to reflect.. hahaha... hopefully i get back to blogging like everyday so i won't have to write so much at one time... meh we'll see what time i have and opportunity i have to blog.. =D
okay... so mmm... been a week since i blogged... grr... gotta try to remember what happened this past week.. =) oh!!!!!! RIGHT!!!!! i got into ocad!!!! waaaahhhhhhh!!!! actually.. i'm wrong.... GOD GOT ME INTO OCAD!!!!!!!!!!! PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!! i don't know what to say... cuz itz like early admission too!!! and yah, true, york is my first choice, but i mean OCAD!!! thaz apparently a mad hard school to get into!!! whoo!! praise God!!! =D so i'm still waiting on a response from york, but i guess if ocad's where God's leading... then that'z where i'll be next year.. it won't be BAD or nething... just diff from the other universities.. and on the plus side i get to go to the art gallery and stuff.. and itz close to ut downtown.. so i can meet up with friends and stuff when i have time... whoa.. so many considerationz to make and what not... *sigh* gettin old...
okay.. what else.. OH!!! fellowship on wednesday.. well yoah on tuesday and fellowship on wed.. whoa!!! God's TOTALLY amazing.. i gotta remember this for this tuesday so i can share @ yoah.. newayz.. so we were talking @ yoah about what God's been doing in the schools and starting to hook up the schools with churches and pastors nearby... wow... when God workz, God works... so after yoah on tues, the bethune fellowship pplz who went to yoah kinda felt like something wuz gonna happen on wednesday.. not necessarily anything extraordinary.. but SOMETHING... so yah.. and on wed, i had spare last period and meeting to go to, so i wuz kinda late for fellowship.. turns out, they thought i wasn't gonna go so they made some planz for the fellowship.. PRAISE GOD!!! cuz i don't wanna alwayz be the one running stuff and what not... cuz what happenz next year??? i don't want ppl to be dependent on me.. i want them to be dependent on God... so yah... they somewhat had stuff planned which wuz awesome.. cuz it meant that i didn't hafta do nething!!! whoo!! and yah.. i walk into the cafe expecting to see like 20 ppl there.. which is usually the case.. and BAM!!! walk in... see 32 ppl there... and when i wuz pulling out the worship stuff for them to use that waz when it really hit me how much 30 some ppl actually is... =) wow... just in awe... amazed...and we were prettie much ill-prepped.. no transparencies, no projector.. piano wuz taken away.. so we just had the guitar.. no program or nething planned... so thingz were kinda done on the fly.. but they DID start talking about next year and the leadership and stuff.. and PRAISE GOD!! there are actually a few ppl that WANT to help out and stuff.. and the idea of having a coffeehouse is also bouncing around... whooo!!! never expected God to be doing this in good ol' bethune... mmm.. gotta keep lifting up the fellowship in prayer.. wow.. this is what happenz when GOD leads... whoa!!!!!! sometimes wish i could stay another year just to see what God does in the school.. ack!! He's so gonna take the fellowship and run with it... and itz sooo encouraging to talk to the younger pplz.. hehehe.. the young'ens... cuz they're dreaming SOOO big for God.. and it totally makes sense too!!! cuz like God's a BIG GOD.. and He deserves BIG dreamz... like if we dream small, itz kinda pointless cuz then we know that we can do it on our own.. but with BIG dreamz... we know that we gotta rely on God's power to have it become a reality.. the kids in the fellowship were saying that they wanted to see the fellowship size double next year.. cuz it doubled this year from last year's numbers.. we had 15.. this year we have 32... and they wanna see 60 next year and 120 the year after... like WHOA!!! the cafe'll be FILLED with ppl.... ack!!!! wanna see it happen!!! God's amazing...
so yah... God's been doing really amazing thingz.. He may not be whacking me... actually wait, no.. He has been whacking me... lemme think.. there have been lessons about purity and faith... yah.. mostly purity and faith... and they've been eye-opening, mind-bending, attention-getting kinda lessons too... mmm.. God's good... no wait.. God's great... 'nuff said... can't wait to see what He's gonna be doing this week... =D
... my heart is bursting Lord, to tell of all You've done ...
- the happy song -
okay... so mmm... been a week since i blogged... grr... gotta try to remember what happened this past week.. =) oh!!!!!! RIGHT!!!!! i got into ocad!!!! waaaahhhhhhh!!!! actually.. i'm wrong.... GOD GOT ME INTO OCAD!!!!!!!!!!! PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!! i don't know what to say... cuz itz like early admission too!!! and yah, true, york is my first choice, but i mean OCAD!!! thaz apparently a mad hard school to get into!!! whoo!! praise God!!! =D so i'm still waiting on a response from york, but i guess if ocad's where God's leading... then that'z where i'll be next year.. it won't be BAD or nething... just diff from the other universities.. and on the plus side i get to go to the art gallery and stuff.. and itz close to ut downtown.. so i can meet up with friends and stuff when i have time... whoa.. so many considerationz to make and what not... *sigh* gettin old...
okay.. what else.. OH!!! fellowship on wednesday.. well yoah on tuesday and fellowship on wed.. whoa!!! God's TOTALLY amazing.. i gotta remember this for this tuesday so i can share @ yoah.. newayz.. so we were talking @ yoah about what God's been doing in the schools and starting to hook up the schools with churches and pastors nearby... wow... when God workz, God works... so after yoah on tues, the bethune fellowship pplz who went to yoah kinda felt like something wuz gonna happen on wednesday.. not necessarily anything extraordinary.. but SOMETHING... so yah.. and on wed, i had spare last period and meeting to go to, so i wuz kinda late for fellowship.. turns out, they thought i wasn't gonna go so they made some planz for the fellowship.. PRAISE GOD!!! cuz i don't wanna alwayz be the one running stuff and what not... cuz what happenz next year??? i don't want ppl to be dependent on me.. i want them to be dependent on God... so yah... they somewhat had stuff planned which wuz awesome.. cuz it meant that i didn't hafta do nething!!! whoo!! and yah.. i walk into the cafe expecting to see like 20 ppl there.. which is usually the case.. and BAM!!! walk in... see 32 ppl there... and when i wuz pulling out the worship stuff for them to use that waz when it really hit me how much 30 some ppl actually is... =) wow... just in awe... amazed...and we were prettie much ill-prepped.. no transparencies, no projector.. piano wuz taken away.. so we just had the guitar.. no program or nething planned... so thingz were kinda done on the fly.. but they DID start talking about next year and the leadership and stuff.. and PRAISE GOD!! there are actually a few ppl that WANT to help out and stuff.. and the idea of having a coffeehouse is also bouncing around... whooo!!! never expected God to be doing this in good ol' bethune... mmm.. gotta keep lifting up the fellowship in prayer.. wow.. this is what happenz when GOD leads... whoa!!!!!! sometimes wish i could stay another year just to see what God does in the school.. ack!! He's so gonna take the fellowship and run with it... and itz sooo encouraging to talk to the younger pplz.. hehehe.. the young'ens... cuz they're dreaming SOOO big for God.. and it totally makes sense too!!! cuz like God's a BIG GOD.. and He deserves BIG dreamz... like if we dream small, itz kinda pointless cuz then we know that we can do it on our own.. but with BIG dreamz... we know that we gotta rely on God's power to have it become a reality.. the kids in the fellowship were saying that they wanted to see the fellowship size double next year.. cuz it doubled this year from last year's numbers.. we had 15.. this year we have 32... and they wanna see 60 next year and 120 the year after... like WHOA!!! the cafe'll be FILLED with ppl.... ack!!!! wanna see it happen!!! God's amazing...
so yah... God's been doing really amazing thingz.. He may not be whacking me... actually wait, no.. He has been whacking me... lemme think.. there have been lessons about purity and faith... yah.. mostly purity and faith... and they've been eye-opening, mind-bending, attention-getting kinda lessons too... mmm.. God's good... no wait.. God's great... 'nuff said... can't wait to see what He's gonna be doing this week... =D